boudicas

Today is a week and a day after my dog baby made his journey to the Rainbow Bridge, and I find that I only look for him a million times a day down from a million and a half times.....I still imagine I hear him in the other room, and just the other night while on my computer, out of the corner of my eye, I swear I saw him laying on my bed on his back with all his glory showing, that was his favorite way to lay on my bed. I know I did the right thing, but knowing doesn't make you forget how bad you ...

I made the decision late Wednesday evening that I would end the pain my dog baby was in, not that he was showing any, because of his breed type, Pitbull, they rarely show pain..I was unable to take him on Thursday because of doctor appointments, so I made arrangements to take him Friday morning. I totally wouldn't have been surprised to have found him passed on Friday, by the way he was acting on Thursday. I spent several hours just loving on him, and telling him that I was going to take care ...

My sweet dog baby, has been battling something bad for a couple of months now, we have tried antibiotics, steroids, and nothing has helped. His glands all over his body are swollen and we don't know why, chances are it is lymphoma and that is not good. It seems, my sweet dog has given up the fight, and no matter how many prayers have been said for him, I guess that he is needed for something else. I'm sure there is a reason we can't get him healed, and prayers haven't worked, I just have to wait ...

Well, for all things good and bad it has almost been a year, Tuesday will be one year since I've had a cigarette, which in itself is a good thing, but it also brings the date I dread, Friday the 18th, will be one year since my dad passed and I miss him as much today as I did the day he passed. Then 3 short days later will be 2 years since I said goodbye to Precious, my pitbull. Today is 5 months to the day, that my best friend disappeared, no word, no sign of him....His birthday was last Sunday, ...

Why does it seem that the month is endless, but the money goes so fast. Maybe instead of daylight saving time, we should have month saving time, so instead of gaining or losing an hour every 6 months, we could gain back at least half of what we spent over the the last 6 months, that would be wonderful